You say: go slow, I've fallen behind. The second hand unwinds... (c)
Sleepless in the night, I try to lose my faith in you,
Saying to myself: "You can't be the right one for me".
And now that you are gone, I finally get my taste of freedom,
Only problem is - I don't really want to be free.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't want to curse your name,
I don't want to feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same.
I don't want to burn your letters,
I don't want to face the truth.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't wanna waste my youth.
You try to suffocate with your pretends,
And I believed in the shallow romance,
I ran for cover, but I couldn't hide,
And still you try to get me to abide.
You scratched me like a perfume, and
Erasing all the feelings that I had,
And all the time you fake this loneliness
'Cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't want to curse your name,
I don't want to feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same.
I don't want to burn your letters,
I don't want to face the truth.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't wanna waste my youth...
Saying to myself: "You can't be the right one for me".
And now that you are gone, I finally get my taste of freedom,
Only problem is - I don't really want to be free.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't want to curse your name,
I don't want to feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same.
I don't want to burn your letters,
I don't want to face the truth.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't wanna waste my youth.
You try to suffocate with your pretends,
And I believed in the shallow romance,
I ran for cover, but I couldn't hide,
And still you try to get me to abide.
You scratched me like a perfume, and
Erasing all the feelings that I had,
And all the time you fake this loneliness
'Cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't want to curse your name,
I don't want to feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same.
I don't want to burn your letters,
I don't want to face the truth.
I don't wanna be abandoned,
I don't wanna waste my youth...